It is already Autumn now in my area, weather is not intense hot, but it is the time people feel tired easily, especially when noon. I really wanna a sleep, but I should go on my work. That is the reality, I have to work to gain sth, in fact I will gain very a little, I have no choice. China has such a large number of population, labor is so cheap.
Fortunately I am just a intern now, I still have one year's college to improve myself. It is very hard to find a well-paid job now in China, even for the postgraduates. The pressure of life is heavey enough to make people asphyxial, the price of daily products, houses, fees etc is higher even if the administration has implemented some policies. I am already 21 years old now, as the tradition, people in China usually get married before 30, and the couple should have house and car in modern time, that make people of reputation, the money should be afforded by men most! Stupid tradition and annoying capital society, but no one can hold the trend. I don't know who will marry me if I had no money to afford the houses ,car and others the wedding requests. Love is so weak when coming across money.
People at this age have to be concerned about the future life, and we will find so many uncertainties, that must make us sick and down! Woo, I auctually need a nice sleep now! A very deep sweat sleep without any anxiety and concern! Maybe there is a brand new clear sky when I wake up.